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Journal Entry: Wed Apr 3, 2013, 7:05 AM
hi

Final cut of my film project

Journal Entry: Wed May 16, 2012, 3:07 AM
Hey guys!

So a while ago i uploaded a rough cut of my final project on youtube.

This is the final cut of that project [link]
I'm still not satisfied but I have learnt from it. I wanted to deal with an abstract story and a sifferent/strange/weird style.. I don't know if that's a good thing.

I would love to know what you guys think...

Love <3
Hamed

My first film project >.<

Journal Entry: Thu May 3, 2012, 2:07 PM
  • Mood: Fear
Hey! I hope everyone is doing well..
I've been so busy working on my projects.. Sorry if I didn't reply to your comments.


Sooo.. I shot my final and then the memory decided to delete everything! I shot it again and the same thing happened. I cried. The third time, it worked.

This is a very very rough cut of my final project for this semester: [link]
I recommend watching it in high quality.
I still need to change a lot of things. I'm gonna reshoot and shoot new scenes to clarify the story.



I would love to know what you guys think.. Don't be harsh though :p >.<

:heart:

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 24, 2011, 6:09 AM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Playing: ps3 - uncharted 2
Hey!
Wow It's time I updated my journal.
How are you guys? I've missed everyone here.
I want to apologize for not replying to your comments >.< I've been busy and kind of not really into photography : o I know.. How dare I say such a thing! I do love photography of course but I'm just not that passionate 18 year old guy anymore.. I'm a 21 year old mess now. But I'm still exploring; I took a black and white "film" photography class where you develop your own film and I REALLY enjoyed it.
Awful news: My mac was stolen and I didn't have anything backed up. Yes I lost all of my work. Damn that person who stole it. And damn Las Vegas! I love Vegas though <3.
I'm starting from 0 now. : ) sigh..
Oh yeah and I moved to San francisco in August <3

I hope you're all doing great!
Hamed

X

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 7, 2011, 3:07 AM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: into the fire
  • Playing: ps3 - resonance of fate




wow this sucks..
I need inspiration

I've been very.. uninspired. It's probably just laziness.

the United Arab Emirates

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 21, 2010, 3:24 PM
  • Mood: Hungry
Some of you might wonder where the UAE is or some may have never heard of this country.

I would really appreciate it if you watch this.

[link]


<3 <3 <3

ON/OFF

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 27, 2010, 4:36 PM
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: rihanna - man down
What could be a total turn off for you? Or let me put it this way, are you easily turned off?
I wanted to do a poll but I think it's better asked here.

Guzaarish

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 31, 2010, 8:45 PM

A movie directed by my favorite artist/director and my inspiration Sanjay Leelah Bhansali, and starring Hirthik and Aishwarya. Nov. 19th.
I've been waiting for this movie since 2007 when his movie Saawariya was released, which was my obsession: [link]
direct link to the first look of the movie: [link]
title song promo: [link]
another song promo: [link]
and: [link]
and: [link]
official website: www.guzaarishthefilm.com
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May you rest in peace

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 22, 2010, 6:21 PM
"
I thought about it a while back, about your ending, and I asked the question "what if he...?"
Would my eyes have still shed a tear if I hadn't missed a dose?
I didn't know how I felt or how I was supposed to feel when I read the test message.
You're not a stranger to me anymore.. because you're not in this world anymore.
I tried to remember any memories of you and me, of us, a father and his son, but all I could remember wasn't enough, not enough to make me cry, not enough for the grief.
The picture misses composition, color and concept.
Now you're my late father. Oct. 21, 2010
"

إنا لله وإن إليـه راجعون

no editing/altering the image!

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 4, 2010, 8:18 PM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: head of medusa
Hey guys!

So I've challenged myself not to edit my photos! Not even cropping :'( sigh.
I'll share some unaltered photos with you and I would appreciate it if you guys give me your opinions and support. Be harsh :psychotic:

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Uploaded with ImageShack.us

this helped me a lot because it made me pay more attention to composition through my viewfinder (not that I didn't care prior) without having to crop and adjust the photo later using photoshop. I'd suggest for those who just HAVE to edit their photos to try not editing! fun experience.

When taking photos..

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 26, 2010, 1:50 AM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Somnus Nemoris
I've noticed that every photographer is different by means of what might distract them. For example, some are very conscious of their surroundings when they take photos (like me); I tend to go to places where I'm all alone and no one is around me. Some other photographers don't mind the presence of people.
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I find it interesting how every photographer has a certain personality/style/emotion when taking photos. You notice the crazy in his own world photographer who listens to music and take photos, and the one holding a tripod all the time, wearing old jeans and a t-shirt.
I also noticed that when I put on my headsets and listen to music, something crazy happens to me; I become hyper and instantly open a photo on photoshop and start editing and sing aloud, and I also tend to write, which is why I'm writing this journal now.
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What inspires you to take photos/edit?

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 22, 2010, 10:19 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
I can't take good photos;
I need inspiration. Or I'm probably just lazy.
:pills:

THIS  SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

THANK YOU!! 3rd DD

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 28, 2010, 12:36 PM
  • Mood: Astonished
  • Listening to: jace everett & CC Adcock - Evil

Omg thanks so much :heart:!!

"Thank god it's not an eye pic." >_> I bet all of you have already said that. lol.

I'm very happy :' )

Thanks :iconjustmeandmyfashion: for suggesting, and :iconpullingcandy: for accepting.

:heart::heart::heart:

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School starts next week, or some of you have already started, right?
I'm not thrilled but it's better than doing nothing. I honestly hated this summer.

Mabrook 3alaikom al shahar btw. (happy ramadan) I know it's late..lol. I miss Abu Dhabi. :heart:

Tagged.

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 8, 2010, 12:38 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
Tagged by :icon7-a-m-o-o-o-d:
Wow It has been a while since I last updated my journal.
How have you guys been?


1) How old do you wish you were?

* my current age.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?

* I don't remember. I didn't know it happened until the next next day.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?

* I stand and do nothing. "In denial."

4) Do you consider yourself kind?

* Yes.

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?

* I I HAD to, I'd get a dragon tattoo on my back, and a heart on my chest.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?

* French and Spanish.

7) Do you know your neighbours?

* No.

8) What do you consider a holiday?

* staying home playing PS3. Demon's souls <3

9) Do you follow your horoscope?

* Not really.

10) Would you move for the person you loved?

* Never.

11) Are you touchy feely?

* Sometimes.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?

* Yes.

13) Dream job?

*  Actual Job: In the film industry.

14) Favorite channel(S)?

* I don't watch T.V.

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?

* Everyday is a weekend.

16) Showers or Baths?

* Showers.

17) Do you paint your nails?

* No; I want to paint them black though.

18) Do you trust people easily?

* No. This has been annoying me lately.

19) What are your phobias?

* Social.

20) Do you want kids?

* No.

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?

* Used to.

22) Where would you rather be right now?

* London.

23) Heavy or light sleeper?

* Heavy.

24) Are you paranoid?

* Sometimes.

25) Are you impatient?

* Yes.

26) Who can you relate to?

* No one.

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?

* Sexy.

28) Have you been burned by love?

* Never.

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?

* Du ringtone "3shan a7s enne back home"

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?

* I had just finished watching an Indian movie.

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?

* G3dna m3a b3'6 "hug"

LOL

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?

* Mine...

33) What color shirt are you wearing?

* Black.

34) Why is there no question here?

* Because there's no answer.

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?

* BB, keys, and wallet.

36) What color are your bed sheets?

* White and green.

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?

* 30 something dollars. >.>

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?

* thighs.

39) What's your favorite town/city?

* City: London...

40) I can't wait till?

* I figure out my life.

41) Who got you to join myspace?

* I'm not on myspace.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?

* Subway.

43) How tall are you barefoot?

* Too sexy.

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?

* No.

45) Do you own a gun?

* No.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

* Water, juice, or soda..

47) What is your favorite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

* eyes.

48) Do you have A.D.D.?

* No. But I do act like it.

49) What time did you wake up today?

* 11: 30 am

50) Current worry?

* personal stuff.

51) Current hate/dislike?

* People.

52) Favorite place to be?

* London.

53) Where would you like to travel?

* London.

54) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?

* God knows.

55) What songs do you sing in the shower?

* I don't usually sing in the shower.

56) What was the last thing that made you laugh?

* My friend crying.

57) Worst injury you've ever had?

* I ran into a corner wall and hit my forehead.. a fountain of blood <3

58) Does someone have a crush on you?

* Yes.

59) What's your favorite candy?

* Nutella?

60) What song is stuck in your head?

* None.


I tag :icondespair: and :icon7shimt-elro7:

DA is

Journal Entry: Sun May 30, 2010, 2:10 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
so depressing -.- where's everyone!!?

art theft + 20!

Journal Entry: Sat May 22, 2010, 3:41 AM
  • Mood: Neutral


[link]
>.>
I'm actually flattered! haha 'cause I feel all the comments written were for me :$ hehe

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I'm 20 years old btw : ) may 22nd

overwhelming

Journal Entry: Mon May 10, 2010, 6:06 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
hi!

I just want to apologize for not replying to your comments. I read and appreciate every single comment, but I honestly can't reply to ever single one. I'll try my best! I just feel horrible for not doing so and wanted to apologize : ( <3
love :hug:

super lost season 6

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 26, 2010, 5:22 AM
  • Mood: Dazed
is it just me or is season six of LOST more confusing!?

YOU the photographer!

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 24, 2010, 4:22 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: this aint a scene
Hey everyone! I hope you're all doing awesome.
I just feel like updating my journal.

As a photographer, seldom have I shared my thoughts and pictures with my friends and family; not in a sense that I never show them my pictures. Recently, it just hit me that I've been separating my usual-everyday-life from photography.. not in a way that I don't look at things in an artistic way, but in a way that I'm just HAMED with my friends and family. Some of the reasons is the pointless arguments they tend to establish, and the clearly obvious carelessness.

-Do photographers do that?
-Are you ''YOU the photographer'' with your friends and family, or are you just .. ''YOU''?

I hope I'm making sense..

The reason why photography exists in my own world rather than in theirs is because I often get these odd looks from my friends and even people who I don't really know that much.
It literally happens every single time. . For example if a classmate or a new friend asks me to show him/her some of my work, they'd go like ''ohhhh... umm.. ok..'' after I show them some of my photographs! And some actually just look at the other side and I'd be like .. ''What's wrong :S?" and they'd say "oh nothing.. nice pictures.''

-What does that ''hmm.. ummm'' .. mean!?
-Have you people faced such awkward situations? It's very annoying.

feature! + drawing

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 30, 2010, 11:47 PM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Lady gaga - MONSTER
the amazing :iconebba28: drew me! I mean drew one of my pictures .. that's really sweet <3!
and :icondeadoceans: drew one of my eye pictures .. :heart:

very well done : )
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isn't this :thumb155957489: funny! lol

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